The closest thing to me at heart

is the furthest thing away to touch.


(Nikon D2000, photography by me)

When we were only kids,
and our time couldn't end
How long do we stand?
with the world in our hands.
-Shadows & Regrets.

Maybe that's why people don't want to grow old? they could live their life without a care for the world. Falling down, getting injured, having that funny red coloured liquid that starts flowing out of our very own flesh.
where play will last forever, & going to bed will be the last thing on our heads.

But funny how this is so different now, i know that i lived my kiddo days full of fun joy peace and laughter, but nowadays,
Small little kids with big cool glasses sitting in front of a computer screen shouting their asses off as if they were king of the world.
Vulgarities flying across the small room with loud blasting gunshots of guns made out of pixels.



(Nikon D2000, photography by me)

But i'm different, i'm looking forward to the future,
i wana get married, Spend time with my loved one.
Watch my kids grow up.

In a way, i think being old is somewhat similar to being young.
it's just that they both feel a different joy,
one being so carefree
the other being contended.

But all these feels so far away.
just like the horizon.