I'll Hear You More if i Just Lay Down.

mis⋅er⋅y

1.	wretchedness of condition or circumstances.

2.	distress or suffering caused by need, privation, or poverty.

3.	great mental or emotional distress; extreme unhappiness.

4.	a cause or source of distress.

I'd have to say i'm pretty much feeling like shit.
i think my life is in a mess.
Nothing seem to matter anymore, it's like i try to make things happen but all i get is nothing.
I can see that you'll be enjoying yourself, i know i won't. But i'll try.

i haven't felt this much heartache in ever.
but now the pain just feels so eminent and painful.
the sharp and piercing pain coursing through your entire body, making your body feel heavy,
bringing your eyes to tears.

Goodbye.