17th?

I really need someone to talk to now.
I really don't know what to say. Turning 17 just doesnt seem anything special.
in fact. i just came back from a taxi ride, and had a good chance to reflect.
thanks to all those who had wished me.

i was thinking on what a waste my life is.
i was tempted to open the taxi door in the express way and just roll out and hopefully hit something hard.

& i'll probably spend the rest of eternity in hell.

i want change. & they say it's the only constant.

But why isn't it changing?