hello
yes i'm blogging
talking to Basia yesterday reminded me so much of Joanne
yes you! if you're a matter of fact reading this
haha. basia saying kool ( cool )
reminds me of how much you use kool in our msn coversations.
the really interesting emoticans we created ranging from bunny faces to smiley faces with noses reminds me that i had so much joy in talking to you
without fail every conversation makes my day brighter and more cheery even though sometimes our conversation sparks of in the middle of the night.
but somehow it still lightens my day.
as much as you say that i make your brighter too
i sometimes wonder my ass off wheter u really are.

haha don't worry. i'm not scolding you again ( like i did last time )
i'm just really in a flashback-ie kinda state of mind
since it's 12.49am now.
and the tranquil night just makes my brain less powerfull.

haha and Basias' constant urge to know who's joanne made me come to find out her friendster
hahaha. And Basias' analaysis of something just make my believe of something more strong.
but like i'll always say as long as my heart stays calm. i'll remain wearing a mask which you'll never see what i am hurting inside.


alrights.
till the next post.
toodles.