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where did i go wrong?
i mean i've really been so selfless towards her..
and like wth.. what more can i give?
i've given time given studies given money given care given everyting..
when i mean given studies neglecting to concentrate in class to help her ask questions to teachers..
teaching her how do old stuffs when teachers doing new...
argh..
i'm just so...
i'm just so..
i can't find the word.
damn....
wells life is pointless..
you'll realise that sooner or later..
i mean think about it..
what you doing now or planning to do
what's the point??
seriously.. if u can name a point tell me...
you work so hard earn big bucks..
so?
you'll die and eventually leave your wealth....
oh man.. if u ask me now why i love her?
well here's the answer..
it's her smile and laughter that captivates my heart...
if there's one thing i'll never forget it'll be her smile..
you cut open my brain you'll find her smile somewhere inside....

Dear god,
if you could just do something right in my life..
just once.. Just once....
keep her cheerfull always.. retain her smile..
never let her down like you've let me......

this world's screwed
Amen..