argh..
success...
managed not to open my mouth in front of her..
and just kept silent..

my friends..
silence is key..
oh wells..
won't be blogging for the nxt 2 weeks i think...
there'll be eoy..
and i pray God will help me through...

so yea..
after school..
ate and wanton...
then went hope and slept....
woke up with a message in my handphone..
she asking me wheter i'm okay anot?
so i just didn't reply...

very very very not me..
but...
haiish..
silence...
till the pain is over...

love her too much that i just got to let her go to her friends..
can't hold on..
so to ferdi ,yi jun ,jun kai ,kaiser ,darren...
u can have her...

i'm letting go
='(